December 2011
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Not Even the Night Can Save Us...
On the threshold of yet another
This something, not so distant…
Blurried visions, looking forward,
Wish this world were more persistent.
And the night sky, struck with
Lightning-like storms of stars,
Of hail, of haze,
Just lies there
Looking out.
Ignores the blues and clouds of daze…
Awaken from your slumber,
But stay here in your sleep.
Believe me when I tell you that...
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Splendid was the Snow...
The lights, they twinkle
Like the stellar scintillation
And the nights, they chill
With disambiguation
Cuz the holiday cheer
Dissipates all fears
As reality looks right
Into your eyes
And remembrance holds
Your mittened hand
While you frolick
In the snow covered
Streets that lead us
Along the wrong directions
But always steer us back
Toward the warmth
Of yesteryear
Where life was...
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The Mind: A Favorite Plaything
Lying still.
Fast awake
And the things in mind
Just overtake
The slumber
That keeps slipping
Over me.
Heavy thoughts
And floating words
A mixture made of
Visions blurred
As waning is my
Focus on this
Day.
Nite aright
And steadily
Comes and droops
Right next to me
But how do I escape
To slumber elsewhere?
Dream away
And far from here
The neverending sights:
So clearly...
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Looking Back on those Childhood Days
Feeling free.
Fancy. Flighting.
This something here
Is so inviting…
Wish you coulda
Had
A taste of this?
Haha!
Well understand
The conversation
Done overlooked
Your demonstration
But I need so much
More than you could
Ever give
Oh why do we
Play the fool
Or rule the play
Or fool the rules
Whatever’s clever
Works for me
Right now…
And time will tell...
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Under the Weather
I can hear the constant thoughts
pour out, like a wintry wall of rain.
And theres something calming ‘bout this
endless falling, in and out,
of Joy and Pain.
Nowhere to run
when it’s all coming down.
The noise is blurring all around.
Look up and cry, but don’t know why,
it’s going and fading,
into night right now…
Oh my, oh my… dear heart....
October 2011
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Have Your Wish... (You May, You Might)
It’s dark now. The light’s out. The sun’s gone. But the night shouts… This diamond encrusted midnight blue, Reminds me of your eyes when I - Look at you… You… Each night has a different light. Like it knows how to come out right, As the song that I’m singing Makes me feel. Each dream tends to seem so real. Half awake, and my heart Can’t even take,...
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countdown.
Watching the midnight
move in slowly
as the sea
is standing still.
Caught in the drift
of passing thoughts;
go on with what u will.
Reaching for breath
I lost,
was taken, but I guess
I’ll get it back.
Whenever I wake up
in this morning:
Let the peace that broke, retract…
And the night is low.
It’s fading…
Where once
it strongly did suggest.
Heaven says...
July 2011
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Closer (Another Night)
Mmm, thoughts… Delicious and sweet. Meld in between with the rhythm’s heartbeat.
I’ll be, the scene in due time… Right here and real, not sealed in the back of your mind.
And I’m wondering, as you’re waiting. Keep on coming. Complicated. Reasons wrote down, unrelated To the answers in my head…
And I’m feeling unafraid and I know it’s not too...
June 2011
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Geometry of this Geography.
I’m a complex girl in a convex world and the wall’s concaving in…
Ever ready? On. Upward leading? Gone.
Over this. A handful of lives before…
A hundred stifled stunning stares -
Feeling slightly unprepared, for the mannerisms that mock me now.
Bridging at me? Bring it. But either burn em or get on over.
This architecture’s leaning and I’m floating here,...
May 2011
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Inquisitive Indecision (Answer Me - Along the Way)
How do I explain it? I don’t know. Can’t even name it, for you now… Tell me how - What does it take, To really shake me from My own suspicions here? Can I see clear? What should I do, To make myself face all the truth Of all my fears? Oh, tell me dear… When the rain keeps, pouring out this feeling. And the days keep, going on and stealing Mine from me. What will it...
April 2011
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Innerworkings of a Restless Mind
Another day. Same ol’ dream. But they never are as real as they seem. Somebody better come and get me - Out this place.
There’s far too much to say, And much less I can face…
Ooh. So pretty, little lights I claim to find here In the dark space of my mind.
Ooh. I’m already full of this, But the hunger cannot resist.
I can feel it in the sunshine Heartbeat blazing, break...
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Simple silence moves within this madness...
“Don’t move me”, I say. But even as I sit there staring at the corner of that picture frame, my mind is racing light years ahead of me. I am calm and still. Breathing deeply in the moments that burn straight through my brain, this molten lava pools and flows right out my thought generating device, presently gone haywire.
The flickers of light burst outside my window. I sense it...
February 2011
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What do you call this?
There is a day in the recesses of my memory -
Where the night shone brightly, where the chill warmed hearts, where the sound of the music slowly dying down, picked me up and brought me back to life.
A moment of a million others…
So moving and yet still - able to stand out amongst the many as i look over the horizon.
The hues and shades rise and fade, blending in a mixed concoction of...
“All I can do is be me, whoever that is.”
– Bob Dylan (via quote-book)
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standing still in mind.
i’m stumbling over thoughts and words and my sight’s so blurred right now… if i’m quick to regain, i suppose i can just blame you… and the foggy reflection gives me back recollection… of a moment. where you stood still.
the baked on blue in the sound of your mood, always drags me right in…
and i try to pretend, that i don’t need to - but i do.
...
November 2010
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Here Is You.
Tell me yes… Say you knew. All the stress I’m falling thru. That you guessed what I would do, Over the hypnotic blues of a Tuesday afternoon… Think it’s complicated yet? Well don’t you worry let me get Straight to the point I mean to set - Here in the wet, delicious fears that Stare me down behind your eyes… Oh, I. I do try… To be a dreamlike kind of...
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just me... (or you too?)
i am constantly crazy. i’m truly amazing… i am happily sailing thru this thing called life. but i’m never too sure - if i’ll know how to start, when i’m slowly, losing… a piece of my heart. i am listening to music that sings to my soul. i’m feeling for something that makes me… lose control. i am wondering. and waiting. but i’m still hesitating....
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October 2010
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Hear My Love... (Singing w/ My Eyes)
I’m taking pictures with my mind. Damn, you know those are my all-time special favorite kind. A clarity so true… Trust the way i feel, when I’m standing Right here, next to you. Making memories and letting old ones go. Fixing broken dreams that melted like the snow. Oh. Thought I heard it all before… But now, I’m not so sure… Tasting notes with a new sound....
September 2010
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Do Leaves Falling, Make a Sound?
Cataclysmic October. yes, that is your name… The way you walk, the way you talk; we know it all the same… Ever move in silence, the sound you can’t regain? For never once is trying hard to pass the point of blame. It seems to me, the themes to be discussed have gone astray. Though wandering through wonderment could chance upon the way - Today, i’m following… yet...
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August 2010
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All the Hemispheres (Hafez, via Paulo Coelho)
Leave the familiar for a while. Let your senses and bodies stretch out
Like a welcomed season Onto the meadows and shores and hills.
Open up to the Roof. Make a new water-mark on your excitement And love.
Like a blooming night flower, Bestow your vital fragrance of happiness And giving Upon our intimate assembly.
Change rooms in your mind for a day.
All the hemispheres in...
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quote-book:
“I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it — I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes....
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source: "Like the Flowing River" by Paulo Coelho
A boy was watching his grandmother write a letter. At one point he asked: ‘Are you writing a story about what we’ve done? Is it a story about me?’ His grandmother stopped writing her letter and said to her grandson: ‘I am writing about you, actually, but more important than the words is the pencil I’m using. I hope you will be like this pencil when you grow up.’ ...
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continuum within...
Here am I. in a cavern of thought - & the echoes of silence resound as the droplets of dew in the morning’s first breath collectively gather in the petals of a blossom that slowly awakens.
Seeing me. reflective and transparent - clear as the tides of pristine waters glittering in the sunlit smile of the universe and cool like the moist sweet/salty breezes that caress my face as i...
July 2010
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one forty plus: Simple. →
I wish that when I was younger I could have met my current self. We would have sat down at a coffee shop so that I could explain life to young me in terms that only we would understand. It would have saved me a lot of hardship.
You can listen to all the sage wisdom you want, but things only make sense when you can explain them to yourself in your own words. For instance, I’ve been told for...
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an excerpt from soneto xvii of cien sonetos de...
Te amo sin saber como, ni cuando, ni de donde, Te amo directamente sin problemas ni orgullo: Asi te amo porque no se amar de otra manera…
I love you without knowing how, or when, or where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; So I love you because I know no other way.
June 2010
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“There are four questions of value in life… What is sacred? Of what is the spirit...”
– Johnny Depp
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May 2010
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surrender.
I feel stuck. somewhere. Being buried alive - the dirt’s pouring on in. I’m not ready to die… so Angry but can’t yell. I won’t even Cry. this Emptiness fills and Spills down from inside -sigh- Tell me, why… is this built on a lie? The silence is shouting as the look in your eyes - Drowns me out… i Capsize. How unfortunate. Try… to slowly rise up And...
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give me an advance.
Tell me what ur thinking now, ill tell you what you’ll find - If you happen to just walk right up and look inside my mind… Wonder thunders down and clutches onto memory. Feeling through this crowded place is nothing more to see. Your dialect is incorrect.
Sing to me your song. Play me something, move me like you want to Just go on… And on and on, and over, underneath and...
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“After silence, that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible is music. If a lyricist could say what he had to say in words he would not bother trying to say it in music. Its language is a language which the soul alone understands, but which the soul can never translate. Music is what feelings sound like. Music is the universal language of mankind. Music is the medicine of the...
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“If conversation was the lyrics, laughter was the music, making time spent...”
– Nicholas Sparks
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crave.
Music pounding Heartbeat sounding i don’t wanna stop.
Here you found me Arms around the curves you wanna cop.
Feeling frenzied Rushes send me sailing over edge.
Tasting, touching Not too much, he needs to be misled.
Nevermind the Games this time but don’t leave here caught up.
When we’re done it’s All in fun let’s leave this here. enough.
marelle
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handle with care.
mmm. something tells me this won’t be easy…
My heart feels visionary. What i see - u cannot find. The Future exists slowly, Though He pays me no mind.
but Secrets (kept) unspoken and Passions (gone) unheard are the Truths left here, a’broken and the Lyrics sung half-slurred.
Exhausting affections and treated ever kind; Reflecting my deflections but the spirits still they...
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Reflect on this.
Look in my eyes and tell me what you see. A reflection of you, or is it -
Only a memory…
A painting of the past that slowly fades away When you stop - think about it, Today’s just another day.
the thoughts in my mind have kept my eyes blind for everyone to see
What in the world am I saying Here. I don’t know? it doesn’t matter anymore - to Me.
Or does it…
Seem...
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by any other name...
Hold my heart - in the palm of your hand, Feel the soft honey sweetness saturate your soul
Love me forever - but please leave me now, Drowning in the infinite stars of your eyes
The warmth of you, still streams through my blood - Though the icy cool nights have diminished its flame
Overcast skies have slightly clouded my sight But the dawn of a new day leaves much to be said…
Invisible...
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Your Eyes Know
Confined to the cold, murky depths of remembrance. Memories in my mind seem to be my only hindrance. And the vibrance is gone from your eyes Now, I see, So my consciousness deletes you. Yet my sub-ness continues… Through the venues of the past Burned in my eyes As the salty water seeps down Flooding my lungs, Making it harder to breathe As the skies become foggy and There’s no way to...
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Dreamwake
Sugar glazed teardrops rolling down my face. The sweetness you’ve instilled in me still has that bitter aftertaste. Moon beams fill my dreams; my starry night’s askew. The sunlight rising in the dark and midnight just struck through. Aurora blazes in the blackness of my deepened sleep. Neon flashes in my senses though I’m trying to keep Away from yesterday & right now I am in...
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half-past.
Ink on white like stain on my soul Words I speak seem lacking control. Past transgressions brought back to light, Stealing my life force, bringing me plight Fueling my fury - this uncertainty Blurring my vision while I clearly see Trouble’s your middle name, just leave me be. Why must you haunt my thoughts constantly? Unsure of decisions, I always return Back to where I left you, I never do...
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paranoid.
Concentrated moments appear to have Another - Force of Life, breathing, down their necks. Blackened evil visions, Consume the eternal fire. And leave a frosty trail Lost in the distance. Quandaries around this atmosphere of delusion Only seem to add on to my level of Confusion. Written down, but spoken out - of context. Crimson-aquamarine flush in between the sanity of my illusional signs....