surrender.

I feel stuck.
somewhere.
Being buried alive -
the dirt’s pouring on in.
I’m not ready to die…

so Angry but can’t yell.
I won’t even Cry.

this Emptiness fills and
Spills down from inside

-sigh-

Tell me, why…
is this built on a lie?

The silence is shouting
as the look in your eyes -
Drowns me out…
i Capsize.

How unfortunate.
Try…

to slowly rise up
And conceptualize -
but this Strength’s giving way
To the Force of the tides…

breathing hard.
Throat is full
as a scream horrifies!

G u r g l i n g wet,
last attempts
To ~~survive~~.

my heart bleeding tears.
And the rest of Me dies…

this illusion of Death
Oh, truly mystifies!

awaken -
Once, twice.
and then Visualize.

If the end is not here
and this feeling defies,
Then eternity sounds -
like a real good surprise!

marelle